J. Redel

I Feel Ancient

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I feel ancient, as though I had

Lived many lives.

And may never now know

If I am a fool

Or have done what my

karma demands

— Gary Snyder

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    When you rise, kiss the tombstone of your past and step barefoot into the garden of the future… — Maria Popova from poem How to Change Your Life
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    Tell it this way: depression is the 30cm nail driving into the walls. If  you ever read about Plath… ever tended a garden it grew so wild to swallow god, ever kept dressing the fire in your bones, then… Read more: Then You Must Know About Grief
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    So I went back to an old lover To get over you. But it turned outHe didn’t want me. So I dated unsuitable menAnd went unsuitable places. I behaved badly. There was even a guyWith worse teeth than you.… Read more: So I Dated Unsuitable Men
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    My relationship to reality is already fraught. The hours I give to volcano podcasts and vampire T.V. shows prove that I am susceptible to disconnection. — Roni Blankenhorn from poem Mise en Abime
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    Like being shredded from the inside outBroken fragments of what wasPeely discards of what ifsA few but maybes litter the floorStitch close the open woundwith threads of yesterday. — J Redel poem Stitch Close the Open Wound