Am I Going to Get Lockjaw

Abandoned in Parker AZ. Iphone 6 plus with in-camera app.

I worried a lot. Will the garden grow, will the rivers

flow in the right direction, will the earth turn

I correct it?

as it was taught, and if not how shall

Was I right, was I wrong, will I be forgiven,

can I do better?

Will I ever be able to sing, even the sparrows

can do it and I am, well,

hopeless.

Is my eyesight fading or am I just imagining it,

am I going to get rheumatism,

lockjaw, dementia?

Finally I saw that worrying had come to nothing.

And gave it up. And took my old body

and went out into the morning,

and sang.

– Mary Oliver