It’s Hard To Wait Around For Something That Might Never Happen

Lake Havasu Wildlife Refuge. iphone 14 Pro Max iColorama app

It’s hard to wait around for something

you know might never happen;

but it’s harder to give up when you know

its everything you want.

— Unknown


Before you left,
I bent to my task, fixed in my mind
the slopes and planes of your face;
fitted, in some essential geography,
your belly’s stretch and collapse
against my own, your scent familiar
as a thousand evenings.
Another time,
I might have dismissed as hunger
this cataloguing, this fitting, this fixing,
but today I crest the hill, secure in the company
of my longing. What binds us, stretches…

— Donika Kelly from poem I Love You. I Miss You. Please Get Out Of My House