On The Days I Want To Be Alive I Tell Myself I Deserve A Marching Band

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and still, on the days I want


to be alive the sunlight leaves me stunned like a kiss


from someone who has already twirled away by the time my eyes open


on the days I want to be alive I tell myself I deserve a marching band . . .

—Hanif Abdurraqib from poem I Was Told the Sunlight Was a Cure

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